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~uP*D1&onLy~~If you still wanted Me to b with U, then I'm not goin anywhere  
February 23 Le Meridien BangkokJanuary 06 So far far away....กี่ครั้งที่เธอมองมาแล้วผ่านไป ไม่มีความนัยจากแววตาคู่นั้น บ่อยครั้งที่เดินเคียงกัน ฉันแหละเธอ แต่ว่าในใจก็ยังคงอ้างว้าง อาจเหมือนเราสนิทกัน อาจจะเหมือนเธอรู้จักฉัน แต่ใจนั้นเธอคงไม่เคยรู้ ไม่ได้ยินคำๆนี้ มองไม่เห็นสิ่งที่มีอยู่ เธอไม่รู้ฉันคิดยังไง ยิ่งฉันนั้นใกล้ชิดเธอมากมายเพียงไหน เหมือนว่าทางยิ่งไกลออกไป คล้ายว่าเธออยู่ไกลห่างฉัน ยิ่งฉันรู้ว่าตัวเองรักเธอแค่ไหน ก็ยิ่งทำให้ฉันหวั่นใจ ฉันรักเธอเท่าไหร่ก็เหงาเท่ากัน ก็รู้หัวใจตัวเอง รู้จักดี ว่ามีเพียงเธออยู่ข้างในใจฉัน อยากรู้ใจเธอเหมือนกัน คิดอย่างไร แต่กลัวความจริง ว่าเธอไม่มีฉัน อาจเหมือนเราสนิทกัน อาจจะเหมือนเธอรู้จักฉัน แต่ใจนั้นเธอคงไม่เคยรู้ ไม่ได้ยินคำๆนี้ มองไม่เห็นสิ่งที่มีอยู่ เธอไม่รู้ฉันคิดยังไง ยิ่งฉันนั้นใกล้ชิดเธอมากมายเพียงไหน เหมือนว่าทางยิ่งไกลออกไป คล้ายว่าเธออยู่ไกลห่างฉัน ยิ่งฉันรู้ว่าตัวเองรักเธอแค่ไหน ก็ยิ่งทำให้ฉันหวั่นใจ ฉันรักเธอเท่าไหร่ก็เหงาเท่ากัน ยิ่งฉันนั้นใกล้ชิดเธอมากมายเพียงไหน เหมือนว่าทางยิ่งไกลออกไป คล้ายว่าเธออยู่ไกลห่างฉัน ยิ่งฉันรู้ว่าตัวเองรักเธอแค่ไหน ก็ยิ่งทำให้ฉันหวั่นใจ ฉันรักเธอเท่าไหร่ก็เหงาเท่ากัน ยิ่งรักเธอมากมายเท่าไร ก็ยิ่งทำให้ฉันหวั่นใจเท่ากัน May 01 I wanna changeeeee
ฉันเปลี่ยนตัวเองเท่าไรเธอก็เหมือนเดิม ก้ไม่รู้ว่าเรื่องของเราจะดีกว่านี้รึป่าว สิ่งที่อยากทำตอนนี้คือ... คือเปลี่ยนไปรักคนที่รักฉัน เปลี่ยนไปรักคนที่ห่วงใย แต่เปลี่ยนใจรักใครคนใหม่มันยากกว่า อยากจะรักคนที่รักฉัน อยากจะรักคนที่ห่วงใย April 27 ช่วยบอกชื่อเพลงหน่อย ใครก้ได้ใครรู้จักเพลงนี้ บอกที
ฟ้าและท้องทะเลกับลมที่มีอยู่ แลใครจะรู้ จะรู้ว่ามีอะไรในใจชั้น
ถ้ารู้ ขอชื่อเพลง กะคนร้องหน่อย April 26 baby...
เรามีกันอยู่เพียงสองคน บางครั้ง รักก็ต้องมี เรื่องที่กวนใจ เราก็มีแค่เพียงสองคน เล็กๆ น้อยๆ เราก็ยอมกันไป บางทีเธอเองก็ทำเหลือเกิน ใจจะยอมอภัย ให้เธอ ใจจริงน่ะกลัว เป็นโสด เล็กๆ น้อยๆ เราก็ยอมกันไป April 22 3rd Session HoneyM to Paradise  well, Samed was the destination of spontaneous HoneyM to Paradise... here's how we got there... well, it started with my bf drove from chantaburi to BKK and I went to his house just to see a movie and hang out..but then while we were in a car, he suddenly said "let's go to samed" and my wild thought just said "yeas, but i don't have any cloth with me" he said" don't worry, we'll buy what you need and the rest just get some from my house" right after that...we just head back from MBK to his house, packed things up and then head to samed... one provice from where he just came, Chantaburi.. it was like he drove 4 hr. just to pick me up and went back to the same place again.... This trip was perfect!!! we didn't fight, we had a great time and we had our journey. We did lots of things together, snorkelling, trekking(at the beach) 555 -- while we're tryin to find a way to Siam's resort, I thought i came to the right direction but 555 I leaded him to a rock way, it's like trekking!! only we walk on a rock with a sun right on our head...so damn hot and speechless but we had fun..laughin to my stupid leading..he's cute we also rent a speed boat to tour us around the island... cool and chill time... took lots of photos.. 2 days of taking a photo and we got 500 pics!!! on the last day... we kinda been thru some trouble.. the funny thing was everytime we went to the beach together his car always broke down ps. looking forward to our 4th honeyM to Paradise... April 07 My bf and MeToday I went out with my bf, he's not just an ordinary guy. He's kwan-teen, cute, adorable, annoying, boring, careless, etc. he's almost everything to me. Sometimes, he is so fxkin adorable to me and so nice but sometimes he's damn annoying and boring to me. I even hate him, wanna dump him, wanna cheat on him... but what can I do?? when all my heart is with him, and my eyes are closed. He doesn't like to walk in a mall or any place..he just doesn't like to walk!!! so what kind of an activity I can do with him. We can only eat twice per day, I like to swim but he's not, he likes to play golf but I hate it. He likes to go to fitness but I hate it, I like to go to shop but he doesn't like to walk. Karaoke just 2 of us are boring.We almost do everything together..but whatelse left for a boring couple like us to do??? he can't come to my house since my dad is an old-fashioned guy, When I go to his house, there's nothing to do accept for watching TV which got nothing to watch.... He will agree to do something with me only when I'm angry, so just to please me, he agreed. Though, that's not how I wanted it, I wanted him to wanted to do the same thing with me not becuase I'm angry and he wants to please me. We don't really get to see each other often since he's working 6 days a week and off at 7 pm. I also work 6 days a week but off at 5:30 and as I have mentioned earlier my dad is very old-fashioned guy so..he does not allow me to be in a relationship. Normally, we met each other just an hour or two..maximum is three hour each time...I used to count, we met each other 10 hr. in one month... so do the calculation... He's not originally from bangkok so some weekend he has to go back to his hometown and every festival he'll go back so I never celebrate anything with him at all.....So what kind of activity we should do??? that we both can enjoy and he doesn't have to murmur all the time and I don't have to be bored...next week we agree to play squash..but what else after next week
He loves me, I know that...and I love him, certainly I know that too..even he's imperfect...way too far of the kind of guy I used to date with or wanted to be with...but I'm so in love with him and so in to him. I don't know why either. There's no explanation of this feeling but surely I know this is a sure thing and not just a lust or an illusion. I know that a life without him wouldn't be easy..I could live without him but that's gonna take an ages to be comfortable with that kind of life which I never wanted to have. I met many guys, most of them are very good to me.. they were all treated me so nice and that's spoiled me and formed my habit that my bf has to treat me this way or that way.... but he, he's the only unique guy. He's one of a kind... No one ever treat me this badly and no one ever give me this butterfly feeling either...everytime i'm with him, it's like one minute im at the top but the next im in hell...that's how he made me feel. He used to cheat on me once...so should I ever trust in him again??? he told me that he's changed but can I believe that? Why I fall for such guy?? Why I haven't changed my heart a bit when he's not what I like and there are still some other good guy waiting for me? I just don't understand myself. I love him but I hate him too. T_T what love can do to one person naaa...when you're not in love, you're seeking for it but when you're having it, it hurts you. He rarely care my feeling, he even choose to eat noodle instead of talking to me when I have a serios ploblem and just becuase he wanted to eat it while it was still hot!! just imagine..my bf who I am really in love with him.
We've been together for almost 2 years and within that 2 years, we were apart for almost a year...so will we make it to the day??? will my dream crash before it gets to the end??
  April 06 Wat a trainee life.. T_T duty is what morally worthO my friend...wat a nightmare!!
I'm doing an internship at Sheraton Grande Sukhumvit in Sales department.
It's not supposed to be the department that I'll be working in..it should be Marketing!!
 but then there's one person, she's pregnant and she's taking a leave for 3 months and they chose
me to replace her as a sales-coordinator. In my life, I never imagine myself, working as a sales person or
in a sales department..I hate it damn..but what can I do, it's my duty.
I counted to the day I'll get to move to marketing department which is like 6 more weeks to go..what a long time
I wake up everyday with a feeling of don't want to go to work.
I just don't get it, an international hotel like that would be so stingy that they can't even hire a temporary but instead choosing a trainee to work as an important position like that...
It's good experience that I get to work like one manpower and more to that is, if there is anyone going to resign at the period, I'll be the first choice that they will choose. It's good to hear that and I'm supposed to be happy about that right??? but HELLO!!! not the field I like and want... If they put me
in marketing department, I would love to do it for them..I would appreciated so much that they give me this opportunity..I would work my ass off for them...It's what I like, and surely I can do beter and happier than this fuxkin job...I wouldn't accept their offer anyway, if they will place me in this fuxkin environment..
you know, in my department..everyone is so stress and so a "liar"..I saw them bitching their words to their clients and I just don't wanna b like that...the turn over rate is so high in this department becuz it's too detailed and too stress (insider's word)... the work that they do everyday is so damn routine...and it jus ain't me..i hate routine work!!!.. 8:30 - 10:00 am..work with papers.. after that they go out to sale sale sale....then back around 4 pm. and work their ass off till almost midnight to some of them..wat do u think? would u like ur life to be like that everyday??? I, for one, would never do that... after i work in this department, i'm quite sure that I wanted to go back and work for my family, if i don't get to work in marketing department.
I learnt everything a sales-co person did for only 4 days....this coming Sat. which is tommorrow, I'll be working alone as a sales-co without my trainer.. and let's see how it is goin to be like!! 6 more weeks to heaven..keep it up, UP!!..it's ur duty and that's what morally worth ( a lil' joke that I learnt from philosophy class)
T_T so sadddd.... frienddsss..im so tiered everyday... February 08 I do...for eternityPromote!!!!!
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i haven't put anything in here for sooooo longgg.... peeps, u kno' u're missin many important moment and miserable one toooo....
last week i had a big fight with my bf, he made me feel really bad and sooo damnn sadd guys!!!
 u probably can't imagine how sad i am..he even broke up with me.. i feel so badd.. when he back to his house i called him again and talked and seem like we're goin to be the same but no.. do not think like that, it got worst, he still asked me to be his friend...and can u imagine?? i already prepared a gift for our valentine's day. .... then i asked him to meet me for the last time and i thought myself 5555+ that he will surely asked me back when we met but no he didn't. he said nothing and act normally as if that was really our last time. for god sake!!! then before i left him, he hold my hand and release..mang!!! so bad... then in the evening, i sms him whether we really end our relationship, but he didn't reply me. so i sms him again late at night. he replied me. NOOOOOOO !!!!  i still love you my dear..!! so can u picture his evil minded?? he told me he knew that i will ask him that again so he just kept the time passing by without doing nothing and he even told me that he will let the time pass for a week and if i didn't call him, he will call me then but he knew that i will call so he didn't call me. for god sake!!! can't believe in my bf. he is so mean and so vain.!!! but i love him though, then on tuesday after we were good, we went to OOTOYA..havin dinner..so yum and havin a good time then we didn't see each other till saturday becuase he's got work and i got work too.the best part is that... last saturday was our second honeymoon, my first time is in Australia
 , i counldn't remember the name of that place i went with him. i gotta asked him again. we went to pattaya, but before that we had a fight again becuase of other people. it is always like that..everytime we had a plan to go somewhere else there's must be something or a third person that will interrupt our trip, just like an obstacle to get through before a good time. yea, but i get used to it already but i hope that it will not happen again. after we got to be together then it is already our happy time... and time fly so fast.. sunday morning, we planned to have breakfast then go to take a photo together..but we overslept till the check out time so.... we couldn't do anything 5555+ then we just headed back to Bkk but when there's a red light, one motorcycle just hit the mirror of the car and flee away... wat a bitch!! i hate them..so bad. my bf had to find a place just to stick the mirror back first ... ruin our happy mood loey.. bad bad...then.. we had lunch at Pra-ka-rang..a seafood restaurant at ang-si-la.. so good and so yum... ooyster!!! wow i love it so much... after we're full we headed back to BKK and accepting that our honeymoon is ending and we have to turn to our real life....i have to wake up from this dream when it ends... so sad..
even my trip is not much of a memorable one but it is at least one of the memory time i spent with him.
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the first time, somebody crashed his side mirror at pattaya..this time..the turn light diddn't work..but anyway, it was a great cool time trying to solve this car problems.. I love being with him just a lilttle more.. moreover, whenever it was near BKK, i just wish there was some traffic jam..but hell no
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