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February 23 Le Meridien BangkokJanuary 06 So far far away....กี่ครั้งที่เธอมองมาแล้วผ่านไป ไม่มีความนัยจากแววตาคู่นั้น บ่อยครั้งที่เดินเคียงกัน ฉันแหละเธอ แต่ว่าในใจก็ยังคงอ้างว้าง อาจเหมือนเราสนิทกัน อาจจะเหมือนเธอรู้จักฉัน แต่ใจนั้นเธอคงไม่เคยรู้ ไม่ได้ยินคำๆนี้ มองไม่เห็นสิ่งที่มีอยู่ เธอไม่รู้ฉันคิดยังไง ยิ่งฉันนั้นใกล้ชิดเธอมากมายเพียงไหน เหมือนว่าทางยิ่งไกลออกไป คล้ายว่าเธออยู่ไกลห่างฉัน ยิ่งฉันรู้ว่าตัวเองรักเธอแค่ไหน ก็ยิ่งทำให้ฉันหวั่นใจ ฉันรักเธอเท่าไหร่ก็เหงาเท่ากัน ก็รู้หัวใจตัวเอง รู้จักดี ว่ามีเพียงเธออยู่ข้างในใจฉัน อยากรู้ใจเธอเหมือนกัน คิดอย่างไร แต่กลัวความจริง ว่าเธอไม่มีฉัน อาจเหมือนเราสนิทกัน อาจจะเหมือนเธอรู้จักฉัน แต่ใจนั้นเธอคงไม่เคยรู้ ไม่ได้ยินคำๆนี้ มองไม่เห็นสิ่งที่มีอยู่ เธอไม่รู้ฉันคิดยังไง ยิ่งฉันนั้นใกล้ชิดเธอมากมายเพียงไหน เหมือนว่าทางยิ่งไกลออกไป คล้ายว่าเธออยู่ไกลห่างฉัน ยิ่งฉันรู้ว่าตัวเองรักเธอแค่ไหน ก็ยิ่งทำให้ฉันหวั่นใจ ฉันรักเธอเท่าไหร่ก็เหงาเท่ากัน ยิ่งฉันนั้นใกล้ชิดเธอมากมายเพียงไหน เหมือนว่าทางยิ่งไกลออกไป คล้ายว่าเธออยู่ไกลห่างฉัน ยิ่งฉันรู้ว่าตัวเองรักเธอแค่ไหน ก็ยิ่งทำให้ฉันหวั่นใจ ฉันรักเธอเท่าไหร่ก็เหงาเท่ากัน ยิ่งรักเธอมากมายเท่าไร ก็ยิ่งทำให้ฉันหวั่นใจเท่ากัน May 01 I wanna changeeeee
ฉันเปลี่ยนตัวเองเท่าไรเธอก็เหมือนเดิม ก้ไม่รู้ว่าเรื่องของเราจะดีกว่านี้รึป่าว สิ่งที่อยากทำตอนนี้คือ... คือเปลี่ยนไปรักคนที่รักฉัน เปลี่ยนไปรักคนที่ห่วงใย แต่เปลี่ยนใจรักใครคนใหม่มันยากกว่า อยากจะรักคนที่รักฉัน อยากจะรักคนที่ห่วงใย April 27 ช่วยบอกชื่อเพลงหน่อย ใครก้ได้ใครรู้จักเพลงนี้ บอกที
ฟ้าและท้องทะเลกับลมที่มีอยู่ แลใครจะรู้ จะรู้ว่ามีอะไรในใจชั้น
ถ้ารู้ ขอชื่อเพลง กะคนร้องหน่อย April 26 baby...
เรามีกันอยู่เพียงสองคน บางครั้ง รักก็ต้องมี เรื่องที่กวนใจ เราก็มีแค่เพียงสองคน เล็กๆ น้อยๆ เราก็ยอมกันไป บางทีเธอเองก็ทำเหลือเกิน ใจจะยอมอภัย ให้เธอ ใจจริงน่ะกลัว เป็นโสด เล็กๆ น้อยๆ เราก็ยอมกันไป April 22 3rd Session HoneyM to Paradise  well, Samed was the destination of spontaneous HoneyM to Paradise... here's how we got there... well, it started with my bf drove from chantaburi to BKK and I went to his house just to see a movie and hang out..but then while we were in a car, he suddenly said "let's go to samed" and my wild thought just said "yeas, but i don't have any cloth with me" he said" don't worry, we'll buy what you need and the rest just get some from my house" right after that...we just head back from MBK to his house, packed things up and then head to samed... one provice from where he just came, Chantaburi.. it was like he drove 4 hr. just to pick me up and went back to the same place again.... This trip was perfect!!! we didn't fight, we had a great time and we had our journey. We did lots of things together, snorkelling, trekking(at the beach) 555 -- while we're tryin to find a way to Siam's resort, I thought i came to the right direction but 555 I leaded him to a rock way, it's like trekking!! only we walk on a rock with a sun right on our head...so damn hot and speechless but we had fun..laughin to my stupid leading..he's cute we also rent a speed boat to tour us around the island... cool and chill time... took lots of photos.. 2 days of taking a photo and we got 500 pics!!! on the last day... we kinda been thru some trouble.. the funny thing was everytime we went to the beach together his car always broke down ps. looking forward to our 4th honeyM to Paradise... April 07 My bf and MeToday I went out with my bf, he's not just an ordinary guy. He's kwan-teen, cute, adorable, annoying, boring, careless, etc. he's almost everything to me. Sometimes, he is so fxkin adorable to me and so nice but sometimes he's damn annoying and boring to me. I even hate him, wanna dump him, wanna cheat on him... but what can I do?? when all my heart is with him, and my eyes are closed. He doesn't like to walk in a mall or any place..he just doesn't like to walk!!! so what kind of an activity I can do with him. We can only eat twice per day, I like to swim but he's not, he likes to play golf but I hate it. He likes to go to fitness but I hate it, I like to go to shop but he doesn't like to walk. Karaoke just 2 of us are boring.We almost do everything together..but whatelse left for a boring couple like us to do??? he can't come to my house since my dad is an old-fashioned guy, When I go to his house, there's nothing to do accept for watching TV which got nothing to watch.... He will agree to do something with me only when I'm angry, so just to please me, he agreed. Though, that's not how I wanted it, I wanted him to wanted to do the same thing with me not becuase I'm angry and he wants to please me. We don't really get to see each other often since he's working 6 days a week and off at 7 pm. I also work 6 days a week but off at 5:30 and as I have mentioned earlier my dad is very old-fashioned guy so..he does not allow me to be in a relationship. Normally, we met each other just an hour or two..maximum is three hour each time...I used to count, we met each other 10 hr. in one month... so do the calculation... He's not originally from bangkok so some weekend he has to go back to his hometown and every festival he'll go back so I never celebrate anything with him at all.....So what kind of activity we should do??? that we both can enjoy and he doesn't have to murmur all the time and I don't have to be bored...next week we agree to play squash..but what else after next week
He loves me, I know that...and I love him, certainly I know that too..even he's imperfect...way too far of the kind of guy I used to date with or wanted to be with...but I'm so in love with him and so in to him. I don't know why either. There's no explanation of this feeling but surely I know this is a sure thing and not just a lust or an illusion. I know that a life without him wouldn't be easy..I could live without him but that's gonna take an ages to be comfortable with that kind of life which I never wanted to have. I met many guys, most of them are very good to me.. they were all treated me so nice and that's spoiled me and formed my habit that my bf has to treat me this way or that way.... but he, he's the only unique guy. He's one of a kind... No one ever treat me this badly and no one ever give me this butterfly feeling either...everytime i'm with him, it's like one minute im at the top but the next im in hell...that's how he made me feel. He used to cheat on me once...so should I ever trust in him again??? he told me that he's changed but can I believe that? Why I fall for such guy?? Why I haven't changed my heart a bit when he's not what I like and there are still some other good guy waiting for me? I just don't understand myself. I love him but I hate him too. T_T what love can do to one person naaa...when you're not in love, you're seeking for it but when you're having it, it hurts you. He rarely care my feeling, he even choose to eat noodle instead of talking to me when I have a serios ploblem and just becuase he wanted to eat it while it was still hot!! just imagine..my bf who I am really in love with him.
We've been together for almost 2 years and within that 2 years, we were apart for almost a year...so will we make it to the day??? will my dream crash before it gets to the end??
  April 06 Wat a trainee life.. T_T duty is what morally worthO my friend...wat a nightmare!!
I'm doing an internship at Sheraton Grande Sukhumvit in Sales department.
It's not supposed to be the department that I'll be working in..it should be Marketing!!
 but then there's one person, she's pregnant and she's taking a leave for 3 months and they chose
me to replace her as a sales-coordinator. In my life, I never imagine myself, working as a sales person or
in a sales department..I hate it damn..but what can I do, it's my duty.
I counted to the day I'll get to move to marketing department which is like 6 more weeks to go..what a long time
I wake up everyday with a feeling of don't want to go to work.
I just don't get it, an international hotel like that would be so stingy that they can't even hire a temporary but instead choosing a trainee to work as an important position like that...
It's good experience that I get to work like one manpower and more to that is, if there is anyone going to resign at the period, I'll be the first choice that they will choose. It's good to hear that and I'm supposed to be happy about that right??? but HELLO!!! not the field I like and want... If they put me
in marketing department, I would love to do it for them..I would appreciated so much that they give me this opportunity..I would work my ass off for them...It's what I like, and surely I can do beter and happier than this fuxkin job...I wouldn't accept their offer anyway, if they will place me in this fuxkin environment..
you know, in my department..everyone is so stress and so a "liar"..I saw them bitching their words to their clients and I just don't wanna b like that...the turn over rate is so high in this department becuz it's too detailed and too stress (insider's word)... the work that they do everyday is so damn routine...and it jus ain't me..i hate routine work!!!.. 8:30 - 10:00 am..work with papers.. after that they go out to sale sale sale....then back around 4 pm. and work their ass off till almost midnight to some of them..wat do u think? would u like ur life to be like that everyday??? I, for one, would never do that... after i work in this department, i'm quite sure that I wanted to go back and work for my family, if i don't get to work in marketing department.
I learnt everything a sales-co person did for only 4 days....this coming Sat. which is tommorrow, I'll be working alone as a sales-co without my trainer.. and let's see how it is goin to be like!! 6 more weeks to heaven..keep it up, UP!!..it's ur duty and that's what morally worth ( a lil' joke that I learnt from philosophy class)
T_T so sadddd.... frienddsss..im so tiered everyday... February 08 I do...for eternityPromote!!!!!
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i haven't put anything in here for sooooo longgg.... peeps, u kno' u're missin many important moment and miserable one toooo....
last week i had a big fight with my bf, he made me feel really bad and sooo damnn sadd guys!!!
 u probably can't imagine how sad i am..he even broke up with me.. i feel so badd.. when he back to his house i called him again and talked and seem like we're goin to be the same but no.. do not think like that, it got worst, he still asked me to be his friend...and can u imagine?? i already prepared a gift for our valentine's day. .... then i asked him to meet me for the last time and i thought myself 5555+ that he will surely asked me back when we met but no he didn't. he said nothing and act normally as if that was really our last time. for god sake!!! then before i left him, he hold my hand and release..mang!!! so bad... then in the evening, i sms him whether we really end our relationship, but he didn't reply me. so i sms him again late at night. he replied me. NOOOOOOO !!!!  i still love you my dear..!! so can u picture his evil minded?? he told me he knew that i will ask him that again so he just kept the time passing by without doing nothing and he even told me that he will let the time pass for a week and if i didn't call him, he will call me then but he knew that i will call so he didn't call me. for god sake!!! can't believe in my bf. he is so mean and so vain.!!! but i love him though, then on tuesday after we were good, we went to OOTOYA..havin dinner..so yum and havin a good time then we didn't see each other till saturday becuase he's got work and i got work too.the best part is that... last saturday was our second honeymoon, my first time is in Australia
 , i counldn't remember the name of that place i went with him. i gotta asked him again. we went to pattaya, but before that we had a fight again becuase of other people. it is always like that..everytime we had a plan to go somewhere else there's must be something or a third person that will interrupt our trip, just like an obstacle to get through before a good time. yea, but i get used to it already but i hope that it will not happen again. after we got to be together then it is already our happy time... and time fly so fast.. sunday morning, we planned to have breakfast then go to take a photo together..but we overslept till the check out time so.... we couldn't do anything 5555+ then we just headed back to Bkk but when there's a red light, one motorcycle just hit the mirror of the car and flee away... wat a bitch!! i hate them..so bad. my bf had to find a place just to stick the mirror back first ... ruin our happy mood loey.. bad bad...then.. we had lunch at Pra-ka-rang..a seafood restaurant at ang-si-la.. so good and so yum... ooyster!!! wow i love it so much... after we're full we headed back to BKK and accepting that our honeymoon is ending and we have to turn to our real life....i have to wake up from this dream when it ends... so sad..
even my trip is not much of a memorable one but it is at least one of the memory time i spent with him.
   January 06 ยิ่งร้าย ก้ยิ่งรักอยากรู้หัวใจ เธอนั้นทำด้วยอะไร อยากเห็นหัวใจข้างในนั้น ยิ่งฉันเสียใจ เธอกลับยิ่งทำร้ายกัน ยิ่งแกล้งให้ฉันต้องมีน้ำตา ที่ฉันรู้สึก เธอนั้นคงไม่เข้าใจ เก็บไว้ทุกอย่างในใจฉัน ต่อว่าฉันเถอะ ถ้าหากเธอยังต้องการ อยากทำร้ายกันเท่าไหร่ ฉันจะยอมเธอ * ยิ่งร้ายก็ยิ่งรัก รักเธอ ไม่รู้ทำไมไม่เคยคิดจะเกลียดเธอซักครั้ง ส่วนลึกมันเรียกร้อง ให้เธอรับฟัง แอบหวังคงมีสักวัน เราจะเข้าใจกันซักที ไม่เหลือน้ำใจ เธอไม่เห็นใจกันเลย ไม่เหลือสายตาคอยห่วงฉัน ปวดร้าวเท่าไหร่ ฉันก็ยังทนรับมัน ก็ยังเฝ้อรอนาที ที่เธอเข้าใจ December 31 wat a year!!!wat a year...!! This is my badddd...year... last year i think I intentionally made someone feeling this way. I can't say sorry to her coz I didn't do anything to her except that she has to know one truth..but this year im so sad.. coz of the same person made she feel sad last year..!! wat a guy.. wat am I goin to do?? so i was thinking.. am i a reciever or giver?? in this case I'm probably a giver..no matter wat i do, it seems like it can't get any better or farther..wat is goin on?? everyone around me seems so happy but ME... he's somewhere..enjoyin this new year but not me..not with me. I don't really know what should I do now? coz im the one who chose him. i chose this pathway.. how long will i b able to bare with this and how long will i be able to work out of this journey... how long that's goin to take? will he ever know how i feel?? will he ever understand? there's ton of guy out there..but why him? why i have to choose him? December 28 To uTo only UUUUU:
ทำไมไม่เคยเกลียดเทอได้สักที ทั้งทั้งที่จิงก้เนิ่นนาน ที่ทนให้เทอทำร้าย
สร้างความปวดใจไม่เคยเว้นวัน เหตุใดยังรักยังแคร์เทอ
ก้ไม่รู้เหมือนกันทำไมไม่ยอมเลิกรา จบปัญหาหัวใจไม่ได้เลย
ก้ไม่รู้เหมือนกันมันเจ๊บ มันช้ำเพราะรักเทอ ก็แล้วทำไมไม่คิดจะจากไป
ตัดใจไม่ไหว ทิ้งเธอไม่ลง ไม่รู้ฉันเป็นอะไร เพียงแค่คิดหัวใจก็สั่นหวั่นไหว กับเธอคนนี้ ฉันก็ไม่เข้าใจ ไม่รู้ฉันต้องมนต์อะไร ไม่เข้าใจหัวใจตัวเองเหมือนกัน ตัดเธอไปก็ทำไม่ลงสักที ทำไมไม่จำไม่จำไว้ใส่ใจ ก็รู้ว่าเธอไม่แคร์กัน รู้ดีว่าเธอใจร้ายรู้ดีว่ามันต้องทรมาน แต่ใจยังรักยังแคร์เธอ กับเธอคนนี้ฉันไม่เข้าใจ ไม่รู้ฉันต้องมนต์อะไร ตัดเธอไปก็ทำไม่ลงสักที December 26 wat a wonderful time of lifeBlow it away by Suburbian
เมื่อชั้นเจอ กับเทอ ชั้นก้รู้ในทันทีว่าเทอคือคนที่ชั้นรอ
เมื่อชั้นมองในตาเทอ ก้มีสิ่งที่ดีๆๆ รอคอยให้ชั้นได้พบเจอ
เมื่อได้จับมือเทอ เทอก้ยิ้มคืนมา สบตาและเอ่ยรักชั้นก่อน
มันช่างอบอุ่นเหลือเกิน สุขแท้ในใจเกินกว่าตัวชั้นจะรับไว้นะเทอ
blow blow blow it away...
i need you baby, n' ur da 1, ur da 1 that i need
ทุกห้องหัวใจที่ชั้นมี จะมีแต่เทอ
เทอคนเดียว ทุกที่ ที่ชั้นเดินไป
จะมีแต่เทออยู่ข้างกาย มันช่างอบอุ่นและมีความหมาย
และ สุขแท้ในใจเกินกว่าจะรับไหวนะเทอ
   Quote from which star are you from
: ชั้นอยากจะเป็นคนที่เทอคิดถึงตลอดไป แม้ว่าชั้นจะอยู่ข้างเทอก้ตาม แล้วเทอละอยากเป็นอะไรในอนาคตอีก : ชั้นอยากจะเป็นคนที่คิดถึงเทอตลอดไป แม้ว่าเทอจะอยู่ข้างชั้นก้ตาม นั้นแหละสิ่งที่ชั้นอยากเป็นอีกOMG >_<OMG...wat a movie!!! i juz finished the korean series called "which star are you from" it was so damn fun n' sad at the same time...
the last 3 episode i cried like hell..i never watch any series or movies and then cry like this before.. both of the main characters are so cute!! >_< i love both of em'.. the girl is so damn cute and the boy is so handsome..my godch.. but he kinda look like our p'tui AF3...
u guysss should go and c it naaa.... n' the last episode...is so lovely ********** i love this seriessss...  recommended for all u guysDecember 25 lovely day ^^5555... my sister is talkin with someone special i guess... n' i juz got back from dinner with my bf's family.. at Baan Klang nam..
feel so chill n' freezin' ... it's so nice for me to get a chance to hang out with him like this.. once in a blue moon ^^
i used to go to this restaurant with my friends once, it was so nice..but today it is much better coz i've got him bside me with such a
romantic environment!! too bad we only get to take only one picture..but at least, i've got to take with him rather not at all..
well, im happy happy happy soooooo happy everytime i'm with him
o, and today i went to Paragon with my high school friend which we didn't get a chance to c each other for ages!!! miss them so much
actually, i think we should get toghether more often coz there's some other friends that i didn't meet them for a while as well...
too bad taht Noey will go back to Japan this comin Jan 1st..when will lisa back naaa?????? miss her jung |
the first time, somebody crashed his side mirror at pattaya..this time..the turn light diddn't work..but anyway, it was a great cool time trying to solve this car problems.. I love being with him just a lilttle more.. moreover, whenever it was near BKK, i just wish there was some traffic jam..but hell no
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